The dreams..they're coming back. i didn't get much sleep last night. actually i think i didn't any sleep at all. i went to bed at like 1 pm and had to wake up at 8 am. in spite of the lack of sleep i actually woke up at 8 am. i just wanted for the dreams to stop that's why i woke up...cause the memories they were really hunting me..AGAIN! i hate it when it happens. i just want it to stop..but i don't want to forget. i am writing this down to clear my head so that when i go to sleep tonight my head would be clear and i would really get the sleep that i want. but i am guessing i won't get that luxury tonight..no not tonight.